• jewel posted a new activity comment 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    betrayal is worse, i think, than the actual infraction. why, how, could anyone choose to do this to someone?
    it was a continuous stream of lies for years. i don’t trust him anymore, which is healthy, but now i don’t trust myself or my own judgment.

  • peggy thomas posted an update in the group Group logo of Sex AddictionSex Addiction 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    Share with your pornadlled loved one. TRIGGER ALERT.
    https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/review/pornocracy-987172

  • peggy thomas posted an update in the group Group logo of Sex AddictionSex Addiction 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    realy struggling. i let him lead me into believing he was trying to change, then he blindsided me. i think i might kill him.

  • jewel and Profile picture of shamrockv2-0shamrockv2-0 are now friends 11 months ago

  • peggy thomas posted an update in the group Group logo of Domestic AbuseDomestic Abuse 1 year ago

    he only punched me once today. he also punched a hole in a door. i dont have a bruise, and the cops were terrible and blamed me for letting him back in the house last time, but i didn’t let him in, the lock was broken from the last time he busted it down when he was locked out. i don’t want to call them. what can i prove? he will turn them against…[Read more]

    • If he touches you in anger once, he will do it again. If he puts his hands on you, the next time will be worse and worse. Make a plan to leave safely. Put money aside. Then tell others of your plan to enlist help. Get out as soon as you can. Get a restraining order. Leave with police escort if possible. This is what I did.

  • jewel joined the group Group logo of EmploymentEmployment 1 year ago

  • peggy thomas posted an update in the group Group logo of Domestic AbuseDomestic Abuse 1 year ago

    Hi, I joined all these groups because I couldnt choose. I realy like this format JoAnn has here. It’s easy to use and I hope this takes off.
    I told my story in the sex abuse group, but I’m posting it here to for anyone who comes in. I hope it helps get things going.
    I just sent this to JoAnn and thought I’d throw it out for the group too.
    I b…[Read more]

    • Wow Peggy, What a story u have. Thanks for posting. U r not a dummy. I felt the same way till I found this site and watched the video’s. We are not anything they told us we were. We are survivors.

  • jewel posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    oh, and sense I’m spilling my guts here, my house is full of Walmart Puffer Fish I save, and campaign to stop them from stocking them in their stores. I care very much about this. I rehabbed and rehomed over 300. Currently have 64 for adoption. Walmart has been the hardest nut to crack. I have to work store by phone and letter store by store, and…[Read more]

  • jewel posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    Thanks Beth, I don’t know how to do alone. I’m still traumatized by JOHNs abandonment. I lost all my family in 5 years. My neice Rene and I were very close. She died of breast cancer at 38. Then my Mom passed after 8 years paralyzed from a stroke, and my Sister from breast cancer. The rest of my family is in Ohio. I never met any of them, but my…[Read more]

    • jewel replied 1 year ago

      oh, and sense I’m spilling my guts here, my house is full of Walmart Puffer Fish I save, and campaign to stop them from stocking them in their stores. I care very much about this. I rehabbed and rehomed over 300. Currently have 64 for adoption. Walmart has been the hardest nut to crack. I have to work store by phone and letter store by store, and…[Read more]

  • jewel and Profile picture of robinrobin are now friends 1 year ago

  • jewel replied to the topic I Was Shocked at This! in the forum Group logo of JoAnn's CornerJoAnn's Corner 1 year ago

    This doesn’t surprise me at all. Welcome to Trumptopia.
    Cop rapes 15 year old in cell

  • jewel joined the group Group logo of JoAnn's CornerJoAnn's Corner 1 year ago

  • peggy thomas posted an update in the group Group logo of Sex AddictionSex Addiction 1 year ago

    I just sent this to JoAnn and thought I’d throw it out for the group too.
    I became aware that I am living in an emotional, mental, and physically abusive relationship with a speed porn addict about 3 years ago. I was in the process of divorcing the last asshole ( call him JOHN) who blew through here 7 years ago, and never finished it. Now I need…[Read more]

    • Hi Peggy,
      I’m sorry for all the trauma you have gone through. It sounds like living alone may be some welcome respite. If you have concerns about your x and safety it’s always better to be cautious. The anxiety of living with men who lie so often makes you feel crazy. The more distance you can get the more your nervous system will begin to calm…[Read more]

      • jewel replied 1 year ago

        Thanks Beth, I don’t know how to do alone. I’m still traumatized by JOHNs abandonment. I lost all my family in 5 years. My neice Rene and I were very close. She died of breast cancer at 38. Then my Mom passed after 8 years paralyzed from a stroke, and my Sister from breast cancer. The rest of my family is in Ohio. I never met any of them, but my…[Read more]

        • jewel replied 1 year ago

          oh, and sense I’m spilling my guts here, my house is full of Walmart Puffer Fish I save, and campaign to stop them from stocking them in their stores. I care very much about this. I rehabbed and rehomed over 300. Currently have 64 for adoption. Walmart has been the hardest nut to crack. I have to work store by phone and letter store by store, and…[Read more]

  • JoAnn and Profile picture of jeweljewel are now friends 1 year ago

  • jewel posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    I became aware that I am living in an emotional, mental, and physically abusive relationship with a speed porn addict about 3 years ago. I was in the process of divorcing the last asshole ( call him JOHN) who blew through here 7 years ago, and never finished it. Now I need to get on with that, and get this guy ( RHODES) outa here too. Problem is,…[Read more]

    • JoAnn replied 1 year ago

      Peggy, yours is such a difficult story to read, but between the lines I see a woman who is growing strong and becoming self reliant. Getting him out of your life is a giant step toward your healing. Then you can take the rest one step at a time toward taking your life back.

      Tell us what advice or resources you need. Do you have a counselor? What…[Read more]

    • JoAnn replied 1 year ago

      Peggy, yours is such a difficult story to read, but between the lines I see a woman who is growing strong and becoming self reliant. Getting him out of your life is a giant step toward your healing. Then you can take the rest one step at a time toward taking your life back.

      Tell us what advice or resources you need. Do you have a counselor? What…[Read more]

    • JoAnn replied 1 year ago

      Peggy, yours is such a difficult story to read, but between the lines I see a woman who is growing strong and becoming self reliant. Getting him out of your life is a giant step toward your healing. Then you can take the rest one step at a time toward taking your life back.

      Tell us what advice or resources you need. Do you have a counselor? What…[Read more]

  • peggy thomas posted an update in the group Group logo of Sex AddictionSex Addiction 1 year ago

    Do you have a consolidation group for those of us who fit all 5 SOS support needs? I’m having a hard time choosing, as they all apply to me.

  • jewel posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    Hi JoAnn are you here? Where do i go to post with the group?

  • jewel posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    Hi Kirsten, You are not wrong to feel betrayed. Please stick around in the group and I hope someone answers your post soon. I’m searching for help too. I have forgiven my porn addicted boyfriend soooo many times and he promised to quit. Then this weekend I found hes been using MY phone to look at porn. I want to blow my brains out.

  • jewel joined the group Group logo of DivorceDivorce 1 year ago

  • jewel joined the group Group logo of Domestic AbuseDomestic Abuse 1 year ago

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